Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh
Please help me. I’m trying to wake up at Amrit vela for the last year or so and usually take a shower. My mum was working nights so she wouldn’t really be aware I was doing this. She has lost her job recently and now is more around at night. She gets annoyed when I wake up and sends what’s app messages or tells me don’t wake up in the morning and most recently when I showered she got up and cleaned the bath (it felt quite aggressive). She is quite aggressive in nature. She doesn’t do her prayers either. I tried to explain the importance too. I want to know is it ok to do prayers at Amrit vela without ishnaan? I am initially doing once a week to build a habit and want to gradually increase this. But I feel so sad when my mum is not supportive and I feel so scared of her each time I wake up. Iv tried not showering but brushing etc but I feel guilty then. So much to the point I dont want to do av as I’m not sure if god will ever angry.
Please advise ASAP. I have tried Googling and I don’t have much Sikh friends either
Thank you so much